They all do, Kikimora. That is the consequence for being the villain in someone else's story.
What would be the benefit of knowing who it is? I could kill them? Probably, when fully powered and not stuck on this ship where death is inconsequential. But this way, I can't do anything but make it worse.
I never achieved any revenge. I was angry at the Admiral, not at any one person. I killed Billy and regretted it, but he did nothing to me. I lashed out in the Dining Hall, but that was never to any one entity.
There is only person I want revenge on, and she isn't here.
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Date: 2023-07-11 01:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-07-11 01:14 am (UTC)What would be the benefit of knowing who it is? I could kill them? Probably, when fully powered and not stuck on this ship where death is inconsequential. But this way, I can't do anything but make it worse.
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Date: 2023-07-11 01:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-07-11 01:37 am (UTC)[He says it before he realizes exactly what he said and he laughs, just a little in disbelief.]
What's the point of revenge? There's nothing to be gained. It's simply the same cycle over and over and over again. No one lands on top.
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Date: 2023-07-11 01:49 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-07-11 02:20 am (UTC)There is only person I want revenge on, and she isn't here.
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Date: 2023-07-11 02:24 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-07-11 12:42 pm (UTC)It's exhausting, frankly.