His eyes are closed but he can't help it entirely, the power in his words, in his voice, in the names as he answers.
"I have walked into the heart of the Lonely, down deep into the Forever Dark Below Creation itself, wandered the hallways of the Twisting Deceit and floated through The Coming End That Waits For All And Cannot Be Ignored. I have Seen the Forever Blind and Known I Do Not Know You at its heart."
Henry can feel it, feel the power he has as he speaks them. It's a subtle reaction for him, but as they brush by him - Lonely, especially - he feels an involuntary shudder run along his spine.
"So you live with it."
It's not exactly a question, as he's seen that part of Jon that he wasn't supposed to. Henry knows what lurks underneath the surface.
"I've heard that these don't last long. You'll be back to covering all of that up soon enough."
"They're scars usually," he says more evenly, "and I don't cover them... so much as wear clothes. "It would hardly become me... to walk about in just my pants."
"I assume the ones not in your head are compensating for the physical ones at the moment," he mutters.
"There was a 'game' they played with the children. They would place them facing each other in circles on opposite sides of the room. They blindfolded them, naturally. The winner would be the one who would knock the other from their circle."
Someone is almost hoping for a VIP flood. He won't punch the man but he might ask someone else to punch him. Trixie has a boyfriend or something, right? Surely he would. For the healing and all.
"So they taught you all to compete instead of work together. To hurt one another instead of support one another."
"True enough, true enough," he says, and he can't help but think of the aftermath of the rituals, how everything had sort of reset. He wonders if there's something like that in Henry's world. If he'd destroyed something building he hadn't even realized.
"I don't think I killed Brenner," he says softly, trying to contain his feelings. "He was locked away with Ten."
And death would be too good for Dr. Brenner.
Gone is the nonchalance from moments before. Gone is his "forgiving" nature. Henry remembers how he felt in that moment, now with the pain radiating through his body.
He had wanted him to hurt. Seeing his children broken and dead would hurt more than any nightmare Henry could artificially reproduce.
"So he might start again. He had one more subject."
Curious; he won't pretend differently. Just a sound of interest to nudge him along, to not get in his way. He wants to know more, always. From Henry especially.
"And? I talk about Elias all the time. I'd answer any question you had about him... especially since he was actually here for a time. I wasn't sure if... there wasn't a specific reason."
Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 02:11 am (UTC)Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 02:24 am (UTC)"I have walked into the heart of the Lonely, down deep into the Forever Dark Below Creation itself, wandered the hallways of the Twisting Deceit and floated through The Coming End That Waits For All And Cannot Be Ignored. I have Seen the Forever Blind and Known I Do Not Know You at its heart."
Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 11:02 am (UTC)"So you live with it."
It's not exactly a question, as he's seen that part of Jon that he wasn't supposed to. Henry knows what lurks underneath the surface.
"I've heard that these don't last long. You'll be back to covering all of that up soon enough."
Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 01:37 pm (UTC)"Hmphf."
Is what he says to that.
"Just because I don't constantly... horrify everyone doesn't mean I'm... covering anything."
Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 01:51 pm (UTC)"You make the choice not to horrify people," he adds. "I understand the concept."
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Date: 2022-10-15 02:08 pm (UTC)Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 02:11 pm (UTC)He closes his eyes, resting his hands in his stomach.
Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 02:14 pm (UTC)He gestures around him.
Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 02:19 pm (UTC)"There was a 'game' they played with the children. They would place them facing each other in circles on opposite sides of the room. They blindfolded them, naturally. The winner would be the one who would knock the other from their circle."
Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 02:25 pm (UTC)Someone is almost hoping for a VIP flood. He won't punch the man but he might ask someone else to punch him. Trixie has a boyfriend or something, right? Surely he would. For the healing and all.
"So they taught you all to compete instead of work together. To hurt one another instead of support one another."
Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 02:30 pm (UTC)He adds, just under his breath. "He was right."
Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 02:36 pm (UTC)"-like a salt shaker," he ends lamely, but the feeling is still there.
Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 02:44 pm (UTC)Henry doesn't forgive him, but he considers it nothing more than part of his simple nature.
Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 02:46 pm (UTC)Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 02:51 pm (UTC)"It doesn't matter now. That lab won't be able to function for a while."
Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 04:04 pm (UTC)Thoughts for another time.
"Hopefully, it will shut down."
Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 04:31 pm (UTC)And death would be too good for Dr. Brenner.
Gone is the nonchalance from moments before. Gone is his "forgiving" nature. Henry remembers how he felt in that moment, now with the pain radiating through his body.
He had wanted him to hurt. Seeing his children broken and dead would hurt more than any nightmare Henry could artificially reproduce.
"So he might start again. He had one more subject."
Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 05:52 pm (UTC)Curious; he won't pretend differently. Just a sound of interest to nudge him along, to not get in his way. He wants to know more, always. From Henry especially.
Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 07:03 pm (UTC)Henry raises a foot on his cot. "I'm not here to talk out my troubles. They tried that."
But he does know where this is leading.
Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 08:50 pm (UTC)Trixie had used the word and he likes it now.
Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 08:52 pm (UTC)Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 08:53 pm (UTC)"I'll admit, mostly, I'm curious about that last child. You avoid talking about her. Have you noticed that?"
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Date: 2022-10-15 08:56 pm (UTC)Re: early to mid exit wounds
Date: 2022-10-15 08:57 pm (UTC)"And? I talk about Elias all the time. I'd answer any question you had about him... especially since he was actually here for a time. I wasn't sure if... there wasn't a specific reason."
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